i'm really excited
i managed to convince my mom to let me get a chest binder
it's coming from china so it wont arrive for another week or two
i've already waited about 2-3 and i'm loosing my mind
but omg i'm so excited

is anyone up for an art trade?

my tablet fucked itself and i can't really do anything w it.
my art program is fine, thankfully, but i have no way of uploading any of the things i've made since my tablet won't let me do shit
i'm s c r e m i n g

• Connie/Conner's twin, though Collin was born a girl, and later transitioned to a man.
  
• scythe is asexual, and in a relationship w/ Cherie.
  
• before he had a steady financial income, Collin had to make do w/ a masculine hair cut and clothing. one of his favoured memories was when his friends each pitched in to pay for a binder he could use until he managed to transition, be put on regular testosterone injections, or both.
  
• for the band, Collin plays lead guitar.
  
• he's terrified of getting any piercings, but doesn't mind under going the needle for a tattoo.
  
• collin, before his transitioning had to put up w/ discomfort with his feminine body, inability to change anything, constant ridicule and purposeful mis-gendering by even his own family (brother aside). he developed an unhealthy habit of self harm until it becomes a compulsion, at which point he goes far enough as to attempt suicide. at this point, he's hospitalized, and meets Cherie there.
  
• collin's asexual

• Connie got his nickname from the Piercing on his cheek, in the shape of an X.
  
• Connie finds tattoos terrifying, but can't resist the urge to have a new area pierced.
  
• Connie plays back up guitar, and is in a sex-based relationship with Donnie (though they both have fallen for one another, each is to afraid to say anything to reveal it). the relationship began w/ a drunken one-night stand which eventually became a regular event. the two met at back-to-back appointments at their medication managers.
  
• Conner is Collin's twin brother.
  
• conner has frequent panic attacks and even night terrors; he's easily shaken and finds relief through his music. 
  

juliet / jewel 

• juliet is the bands audio control/pianist/keyboard guitarist 
  
• juliet is overweight, but not ashamed
  
• she's in a loving (and hyper-sexual) relationship with donna
  
• jewel struggled with severe hatred towards herself and her body in the past
  
• she's a recovered bulimic
  
• she and donna meet at am LGBT+ pride parade, get together and wake up the next morning remembering they'd had a lovely night spent together. the relationship evolves from coffee dates to living together.
  
• during her bulimic years, jewel abused laxatives. Juliet's intestines were ruptured, and when she eats (even well after recovery) her intestines swell and give the illusion of a baby belly (which Donna finds adorable btw)

donna / demise

• donna hs sme killer hips n thighs k thanks
  
• donna plays back up guitar and does a few back up vocals
  
• donna's in a loving (and hyper sexual) relationship w/ juliet
  
• demise is a recvered cocaine addict and frequently attends pride parades w/ her girlfriend
  
• she hangs her sobriety medals proudly on her bedroom walls
  

cherrie / cherry

• cherry is a tall, slender girl
  
• cherry is a recovered anorexic
  
• cherry's asexual and agender, but prefers she/her pronouns
  
• cherry's in a relationship w/ Collin
  
• the two met in the midst of recovery and thus formed a strong bond
  
• cherry is the bands publicist/manager
  
• cherry was born blind in one eye and the other had far from perfect vision, so she will occasionally wear round glasses when not wearing contacts
  
• she has a v thin, slender body, w/ little to no lumps (but collin acts like she has the greatest, thickest curves he's every known)
  

claude / quicksilver

• claude has a secret attraction to a member of the rival band
  
• claude is an amputee ; born w/ a flesh eating disease which began in his legs, claud's parents made the desicion to allow him to be amputated in order to prevent the disease from spreading.
  
• the genetic structure still has the potential for the disease to flare back up, so claud takes regular dosages of medicine to stall the possibility.
  
• claude's a struggling alcoholic
  
• he's the band's vocalist
  
• he's rly short
  

Donnie / titan

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• Donnie's in a hyper-sexual relationship w/ Connie (both are to afraid to admit any serious feelings, so they each keep quiet on the subject when it arises)
  
• Donnie plays bass for the band
  
• he's hella tall
  
• he's also schizophrenic
  
• Collin and Donnie met when they sat waiting to meet w/ medication management, exchanged numbers and agreed to meet up so they could make music together. the two frequent bars and clubs together, their first night spent together completely spontaneous,though neither denied the desire to make the event regular.
  
• he's an arrogant pokey-head
  
• he's only sweet to his band members (and fans, of course) to all others he's a buzzkill (unless he's high)
  
• he smokes the married iguana